{"id":56,"date":"2016-09-11T10:47:33","date_gmt":"2016-09-11T14:47:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/?p=56"},"modified":"2016-09-11T10:49:15","modified_gmt":"2016-09-11T14:49:15","slug":"paranoia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/2016\/09\/11\/paranoia\/","title":{"rendered":"Paranoia"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The truth is, you can\u2019t trust what you see. Your body is fallible. Your mind is fallible. You are fallible. You never know if what you\u2019re seeing and hearing is true. That\u2019s obvious and simple if you consider it for even a moment, a clich\u00e9 practically. But think it through. Think through what it means.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">That ringing in your ears? Do you know what it is? Of course not \u2013 how could you. Standing where you are right now, surrounded by colors, lights, sounds, and the chaos of this room, how could you possibly pin down anything? It\u2019s a disaster zone for your brain, an utter deluge of information, an overload so complete that you don\u2019t even realize it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Pause for a moment, please. Stand still and slow your breathing. Open your eyes and your ears. Take it all in. Really. Don\u2019t give me any bullshit \u2013 actually try to absorb it all. Every single light and their varying shades; the shadows spawned by the folds of the fabrics; the reams upon reams of said fabrics, burying this space in their stitching; the graphs and charts and data points staring at you from that wall and that pillar; the music \u2013 no, no that track, but that other one instead; the voices whispering in your ears and the illusions taking place all around you at this very moment. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">You cannot process all of that at once. There\u2019s too much. At a certain point, your brain just stops letting you know that some of these things are even happening. You filter it out. Your brain lies to you.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">You are drowning in a sea of deception and you can\u2019t even tell.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>By Conor Flanagan<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The truth is, you can\u2019t trust what you see. Your body is fallible. Your mind is fallible. You are fallible. You never know if what you\u2019re seeing and hearing is true. That\u2019s obvious and simple if you consider it for even a moment, a clich\u00e9 practically. But think it through. Think through what it means. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/2016\/09\/11\/paranoia\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Paranoia<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4531,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[114287],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-56","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-short-stories"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4531"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=56"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":58,"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56\/revisions\/58"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=56"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=56"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/seeingvoices\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=56"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}