{"id":57,"date":"2022-03-24T11:12:22","date_gmt":"2022-03-24T15:12:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/?page_id=57"},"modified":"2022-04-06T11:06:38","modified_gmt":"2022-04-06T15:06:38","slug":"sydney-boyum","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/sydney-boyum\/","title":{"rendered":"Sydney Boyum"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI told myself anger was productive and I deserved to be angry. I told myself maybe if I drove a socket wrench between my ribs everything would feel correct and perfect. I told myself I\u2019d save time if I paid less attention to mirrors. And the resentment and anger only fueled anxiety. They were all obsessed with each other.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">In this story, I write about anxiety and the ways it exists in the body, how insecurity manifests physically, and how I slowly rewired myself.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-57 gallery-columns-4 gallery-size-medium'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/sydney-boyum\/s-boyum-2\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" src=\"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-2-300x200.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-2-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-2-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-2-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-2-1200x801.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 85vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/sydney-boyum\/s-boyum-1\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"182\" src=\"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-1-300x182.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-1-300x182.jpg 300w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-1-768x466.jpg 768w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-1-1024x621.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-1-1200x728.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 85vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/sydney-boyum\/s-boyum-4\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"212\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-4-212x300.png\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-4-212x300.png 212w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-4-768x1086.png 768w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-4-724x1024.png 724w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-4-1200x1697.png 1200w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-4.png 1414w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 212px) 85vw, 212px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/sydney-boyum\/s-boyum-3\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" src=\"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-3-300x200.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-3-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-3-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-3-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/S.-Boyum-3-1200x801.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 85vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-57-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"http:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/Sydneys-Story.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/Sydneys-Story.mp3\">http:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/Sydneys-Story.mp3<\/a><\/audio>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/files\/2022\/04\/Sydney-Boyum-Full-Story-Transcript-.pdf\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Full story transcript<\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cI told myself anger was productive and I deserved to be angry. I told myself maybe if I drove a socket wrench between my ribs everything would feel correct and perfect. I told myself I\u2019d save time if I paid less attention to mirrors. And the resentment and anger only fueled anxiety. They were all &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/sydney-boyum\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Sydney Boyum&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3736,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-57","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/57","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3736"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=57"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/57\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":343,"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/57\/revisions\/343"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.vassar.edu\/communitiesarecritical\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=57"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}